There are a few times in my life when I haven't really fitted in, although I have usually managed to get my head down and remain cool in most environments. In 2004 I started a new job in an office and for the 9 months I worked in this office I was bullied! The matrix mind control software assisted the bullies and bullied me further which made my life a misery!
By the end of 9 months in this office I wanted to kill myself, my life felt not worth living anymore. The technology that mind controlled me was the largest problem I faced, It made me so unhappy in myself! Mind control made me find it difficult to go outside of my own home, I used to avoid leaving my home unless it was completely essential. I had no idea when the mind control would stop bullying me and as the abuse looked permanent I came closer and closer to making a decision to end my life!
By 2005 I went on the run from my surroundings and went to seek refuge whereby I could find an environment that would accept me. But I couldn't find an environment in which I felt safe. In 2005 I moved provinces and then I left the continent! When I left my familar surroundings mind control got really powerful, so powerful that the mind control was in control of all of me. I was very scared in 2005 and I finally made the decision to end my life! I decided that I needed to say good bye to my family and friends in person, and then once I had said my goodbyes and explained why I was ending my life I was to terminate my life for ever.
Something changed once I was sure that the right decision for me was to terminate my life. The change was that mind control for the first time in over 500 days eased up. Mind control allowed me to be the normal person I used to be again, it felt bliss. I was so happy to feel normal again and then I realised that mind control was not trying to kill me (I honestly thought mind control was purposely driving me to suicide)! Mind control spent over 500 days making me look insane, and that was the reason it made me contemplate suicide. Mind control wanted me to get diagnosed with a mental health illness and it suceeded. Through out the 500 days I lived in hell and I only returned to heaven once the technology had achieved it's purpose! So since 2005 thanks to mind control purposely destroying my life I have been incorrectly diagnosed with a mental health illness!
James Macleod is the author of this blog, known by many as the lead researcher on matrix artificial intelligence systems and human livestock.